Wednesday, April 30, 2008

omg this new glass ! im a luvin it ! ( 135m L canon )

ok ok so i know its not about the equipment but dayum. this lens has amazing clarity/sharpness and the bokeh !!!

Monday, April 28, 2008

portrait of Li ( edit )

ok so i edited this , i opened up to critique.

sti(ck)man !

i shot this one in the middle of 6th ave ! i almost was run over LOL.
talk about being present , in the moment !


my husband says he's seen them in other locations as well.

Friday, April 25, 2008

sober


since i only started this blog a few days ago , i was not able to celebrate with a post on having 11 years of sobriety.
on april 5th ( very gratefully ) i was able to manage 11 years of sobriety from alcohol.
i pray everyday for clear vision and thinking. i gave up much and gained more than i could ever imagine .

me and jpg magazine


at odds



we are all on our own paths. please respect that..
so as i sit in judgement do i judge myself ?
the purpose of this blog is raise my consciousness ! separate from the ego, not engage the " pain body "
how can i forgive even if someone does not forgive me ?
how can you walk away with no closure ?
what did "I" do ?

Thursday, April 24, 2008


today i am wondering where i'm going.i really try not to let it bring me down but the ego loves negativity.
its so hard to just keep going. and i really want this.